Welcome back, Doubtfully Yours:
You, certainly, are in good company. Many of us remain conflicted because we want to stay close to beloved JW kith and kin. Fortunately, a few of my friends and family have quit the org. We can talk freely amongst ourselves, but put an ardent JW into the mix and a genial conversation goes amok.
Please stay on board. You'll get replies . . .
Best.
CoCo